New Puppy!!

     So a few days ago, my mom called me, and her words were "We are going to look at a puppy, do you want to come?" At the moment, I was really down, and I was quite upset with myself (as you may have noticed with my "Depressed" post). I was quite skeptical about this puppy ordeal, probably because my mom promised us that we would get a puppy almost 2 years ago, and we have never gotten one. However, it wound up to be different this time. Even though I did not get to choose the puppy because I could not make it to the shelter in time, I was informed that they had gotten the puppy anyways, and I must say.... He is the cutest thing ever.
     He is a mix of a Plott Hound and a Black Lab. However he is quite a bad boy haha, but what did you expect, he is only a 4 month old puppy. Anyways, I'm going to end this post here, partially because I am running out of things to say, and partially because I should be watching the puppy! Oh, yeah. His name is Tucker, and here is a picture!

Winter Fun

This is also part of my "Favorite" collection, I took this wandering around the woods near by my house. I feel like I got a pretty good perspective on it, and it has some decent color, that is for it being winter time. I hope you enjoy, leave a comment if you like it!

Depressed

I feel like total shit today, I seriously feel like there is no meaning to life. I am failing all my classes in high school, I don't feel like I can go home and be comfortable anymore, I feel as if the world is against me, nothing is going right.
I don't know what to do, I'm in a corner, I'm lost, the past is dark and the future looks even darker. I am not going to go to college, my grades simply do not permit that. My parents feel as if they have been terrible parents because I am failing in every aspect of life. I don't do well in school, I don't know what I enjoy, I don't even think I know what happiness feels like anymore. Joy has simply abandoned me.
What am I to do with myself? I am I simply just to exist in this world? Maybe something good is to happen in the future, at least I can hope so, because I do not remember the last time when I was happy about something that happened to me.
I do not feel as if I have any true friends. I have moved away from all my childhood friends, I do not talk to any of my friends from elementary school, I rarely talk to 1 person I know from middle school, and I never go out with my "friends" in high school. Maybe this would be OK, if I was a genius in school.
Which brings me to another topic, I scored into Junior and Senior level classes as a Freshman in high school. But what happened to that? I didn't do my homework, I failed out of every honors class I was in. My academics have gone down hill ever since Middle school, I never had a challenge until middle school, I could pass all elementary school without ever opening a book. As if I had perfect memory.
Then I hit middle school, things got challenging and I didn't know what to do. I thought I could pass by with shear intelligence. I quickly realized that I could not. I couldn't use my normal ways of flying through school. I never had a challenge on homeworks and now I did, I couldn't do it. I just couldn't and still can't bring myself to doing homework. the last 6 years of my life has been so depressing, I have lost the spark in my life. My parents say that I am not interested in anything anymore, and I suppose they are right. I have no motivation to be good at anything. If I can't do it right away, I give up. I suppose that's why my life sucks. I don't know, I hope things will get better, but I know that nothing will get better.....

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I need inspiration.

Seems like I don't have any inspiration to take pictures anymore. Maybe it is because its winter, maybe its because I took probably 3 thousand picture in 2 weeks. I don't know, but I just don't know what to take a picture of. I would really like to get into taking pictures of people modeling, but I am still in high school, so I don't think any girl will accept my offer to take pictures of her haha, I think they would think I was a total creep. Oh well, I need to figure out some inspiration; Will someone comment and tell me what to take pictures of please? :D 

This is one of my friends pole vaulting, hope you enjoy!